Friends …

When silence between us before comforting rather than awkward. ^^

Did I mention how much I love my friends? Well I guess I don’t have to cause they all know how much I love them.

RAWR!

I was still grinning ear to grinning this early afternoon because of

And then this bitch comes along in the evening and pissed the hell out of me.

Even though I can still smile thinking about

I decided … *edited 16/07*

It was merely friendship …

~END OF STORY~

I guess there MIGHT have been more to it. >.<

2 different things …

喜欢 或 习惯 ？

Can I?

君の事 … 好きになってもいいかな？

君の事好きになってもいいかな

And I was just ranting yesterday …

And I was just ranting yesterday … today something came in my mail …

Hmm … I wonder what it is?! (obviously I know =.=)

OOOOH!

BTW, in case you are wondering why I’m at home and NOT k-boxing with Delia and Garfield, it is cause DELIA TAY has orientation today which she only found out yesterday. So cute eh?!

sometimes I feel something for you, sometimes I don’t at all.
maybe cause u called, so I don’t miss you anymore …

I’m (not) okay …

Random rantings. I assure I’m really fine.

School …

Sometimes, I really hate myself for not getting into SMU. For screwing up that stupid interview, not doing better for my appeal letter. And now I end up in such an expensive course in SIM. I don’t feel good about the high cost of the course.

Well, what can I do, thing don’t always go the way you want.

I don’t like it when people ask me what’s my plans. Or which University I’m going. Or what course I’m taking. Cause I don’t know. I cannot answer them, and I don’t know how to. Not that I’m ashamed of going to SIM or anything. It is just that I have not received any formal news from them. So what should I answer? That I don’t know yet and waiting for the results? When almost everyone knows that by now the results should already be out.

Friends …

Sometimes, I don’t know who are my friends. I don’t know who can stay my friends. I have a feeling some friends will drift apart from me when they start school. Some I have a strong feeling the friendship will stay strong. But I already sense someone drifting … I don’t like the way it’s going …

On a lighter note, Delia, Nan Xiao and I hooked our pinkies as a promise we will live together some day. I don’t know if it is possible, but I do look forward to the day.

Relationships …

I miss you, but I refuse to admit it to myself. I don’t even know what I feel. I don’t even know what this feeling is. I know you feel nothing for me, but the feeling I’m struggling with is not being sad that you don’t feel for me. It is not even know about how I feel for you. But even if I do like you, I won’t even admit to myself that it is true. Dilemma …

Just certain ramblings. It would be best if you just leave this post as it is and don’t come and question me about anything. When I feel like talking about it again, I would. Just don’t bother me about it.

David Choi – Always Hurt

This song kind of reminds me about myself. >.<

Im feeling kind of scared
cuz Im falling in love with you
But you dont care
cuz you dont know how I feel

I dont want to give my heart to someone new
Ive been there before and its my heart she tore in two

Can somebody please stop me,
From falling for this girl
I dont want to have to go through love again
Cuz it Always Hurts

Its hard to look away
when you say the things that you say
I try to be so cold
but you melt the chill away

I dont want to give my heart to you
cuz Im afraid of what will happen
and the things that youll do, oh

Can somebody please stop me,
From falling for this girl
I dont want to have to go through love again
Cuz it Always Hurts, always hurts
Can somebody please stop me,
From falling for this girl
I dont want to have to go through love again
Cuz it Always Hurts

Oh Im fighting so hard
to keep the feeling inside
But I dont think I can
I wanna hold your hand
this man is afraid of the outcome

Can somebody please stop me,
From falling for this girl
I dont want to have to go through love again
Cuz it Always Hurts, always hurts
Can somebody please stop me,
From falling for this girl
I dont want to have to go through love again
cuz I always end up, always getting hurt

DAVID CHOI – Only You

I’ve been wanting to get DAVID CHOI’s album ONLY YOU for the past month already. But I was broke, and I don’t have a credit card or paypal. So I can’t get it.

Can someone help me buy it? I’ll pay you back. Contact me if you are willing to help me.

Click on the album cover to go to the David Choi Music Store.

I want it badly. Pretty please! Oh, do visit David Choi’s music page too. Below I’ve posted his 1st music video which I still love after listening to it alot of time.

Support David Choi!

(He’s Korean btw, living in Califonia.)

AND HE MIGHT BE RELEASING ANOTHER ALBUM!!!

Another random msn convos …

My conversation with Bryce regarding relationships … and our views … something interesting pops up!

♥ junying. says:
*i’m some idealist …
*looking for “The One”
this used to be a fun house, now its full of evil clowns says:
*i’m some realist …
*looking for “some one”
*LOL
♥ junying. says:
*LOL
*cool
*i’m gonna blog this
this used to be a fun house, now its full of evil clowns says:
*lols
*hahhaha

Whose side are you on?

Random msn chat that makes me laugh …

This is a random msn chat that makes me laugh, rather than the person who fucking irritate me which I mentioned in my previous password protected post. (It is nothing much, but if you are interested you can ask me for the password)

Something I just found out about Don a few days ago …

Donavan says:
*oh i play the guzhen btw
*i like chinese music
♥ junying. says:
*oooh!
*cool!
Donavan says:
*no, my friends think its gay lol

after a while of other random chatting I asked …

♥ junying. says:
*why u choose to play guzheng?
Donavan says:
*cos it was cool when i was pri 2
*i played till sec 1
*then u know u watch those wuxia shows
♥ junying. says:
*HAHA
*okay….
Donavan says:
*those heroes are always with a sword by their side with a jar of wine beside them at a pavilion
*then they will play on the zither
*then the leaves will fly around
♥ junying. says:
*LOL
Donavan says:
*then some hot female will hide behind the pillar
*smiling foolishly behind her silk handkerchief with flowery embroidery
*LOL
*that sounds gay la
*lol
♥ junying. says:
*well … i can understand, u were p2 then
Donavan says:
*hey.. what do u mean by that

Hope that youthful childhood idea make you laughed too.

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Friends

Friends … Sometimes I just don’t think I know them anymore.

or rather

Sometimes … I just don’t know who I can call my friends anymore.

My life’s a joke …

Half of 2009 has already past.
Let’s just say I’ve wasted half of my 2009 rotting away.

Donavan says:
*wah lao.. u won’t believe what just happen
Donavan says:
*my noodles was about cooked already, when this huge moth flew past the pot
*felt the heat and dropped into the pot
Donavan says:
*now i have to recook a new pack
Donavan:
* at times like these, i wonder if my life is a joke

Times like these, I also do feel like my life is a joke. But well, at least I know I’m not the worse person in the world.

Now for one more of my senseless msn conversations:

Sock huay     says:
*hey
*ask u k
♥ junying. says:
*???
Sock huay     says:
*arms and thighs got what different?
♥ junying. says:
*huh?
Sock huay     says:
*what is the difference?
*other than the spelling
♥ junying. says:
*one is ur arms one is ur thighs la
*huh?
*i seriously don’t get what u are asking
Sock huay     says:
*as in, what is the difference between ur arms and thighs
♥ junying. says:
*one is ur upper body
*one is ur lower body
*huh?
*i’m like super confused
Sock huay     says:
*i duno lei

Anyone knows what Sockz means? Cause I’m still lost about it.

[~Clemmies`] says:
*i’m a green tea addict

Sock huay     says:
*im a chrysthemum white tea addict

I’m an Ice Lemon Tea addict. I prefer seasons though.

I know I’m being super random today.

I’ve been a bitch lately.
Guess it’s the time of the month already …

Well … at least I’ve tried

Erm … I suppose if I’m the one who disclose the contents it is okay right. Since I should have the rights to. >.<

Well … at least I know I’ve tried. Perhaps SMU is not for me anyway. Maybe I was meant to take up communications instead. I have inside information that I’ve been accepted to UB already. Though the official letter isn’t here yet. >.< But well … hopefully it is true. That means another 3 years with Delia Tay aka Happy Moo Moo aka Upset Monkey in the same school. RAWR! Not that I mind.

p.s. I want to be a lion in my next life. RAWR! (inside joke )

p.p.s. appearent Don Choo bought me a lolipop back from HK. A lolipop as big as my head … I haven’t seen it though.