Hello 2012! A new year, new beginnings …

It’s been a long while since I’ve updated my faithful blog. I’m certain nobody comes to visit this anymore. It’s almost dead. Last since I’ve blogged, much as passed. But with Twitter and easy updates on the go, blogging has become obsolete, boring. Even though it is still the best way to capture thoughts and memories. For anyone who actually still follows this blog occasionally, an update on the melancholies and horrible emotional turmoils from previous post: no, I’m still not over him. But, I have moved on. I know I’m a fool for being unable to stop loving, but I can’t help it. At least he is out of my life. I don’t pine for him anymore. It’s more like, I still have this barrier to start loving again. Because with him, I have not stopped loving.

But, it’s a brand new year. Brand new adventures and brand new beginnings. The past year has been a year of Ups and Downs. A year that has been too fast paced for me. Things came and went. Friends made, friendships kept, friendships that disappear. New job, a upgrade and improvement in the design arena of my life. Things that happened in my family. One obstacle past to another surface. My first family trip since almost over 10 years. But somehow, less tolerance and more fighting. It’s been a tough year. With school, family and life in general. This blog pens down my thoughts that I have not said in a while. And we all know, searching back on random tweets from years ago is … you can just forget about it.

But my interest in blog dies. And with that my motivation with this post dies too. So here I shall end my thoughts, till again I may feel the need to confide in you again. Good night and a happy new year.

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It’s been over 2 months. I thought I’ll do well, but then you came back along and fucked my whole life upside down.

I have an exam tomorrow, but I can’t focus, I can’t concentrate, cause all my mind has is you.

I need to severe all ties.

In order to move on.

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I die every night, and reborn the next morning. It’s a process I go through everyday.

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adding on inches, no kidding …

Seriously, I think I’m putting on weight. I eat breakfast at 8, I eat lunch at 11, I eat dinner at 5 – 6. Then when it reached 11 – 12 at night, I start getting hungry and I end up snacking away with a cup of milo or milk with some biscuits or oreos. This is horrible. I need to get my diet proper so I propose …

Supper at 9 – 10, consisting of a fruit platter. On top of that, staying off fast food and soda. I will have to try hard to stick to this plan. Or I’ll add on my inches to my waistband. This time, it has to work. I need to add on some workout into my routine too. I gave up my yoga since school started, and jogging went down the drain when workload piled and now it’s so hard to start again. I’m thinking of starting with skipping. I stole the rope from my brother, since well he bought a new one. So I’ll start skipping soon. After I cleared up space in my room to accommodate skipping.

i want an itouch!

1. It’s cool with all the applications, games and stuff. My bus ride will never be bored anymore. Mind you I have like almost 3 hours of bus ride every day to and from school. More entertainment never kills.
2. My current ipod (which is 3 years old) is screwing up on me at time. It has a high hang rate. In other words, it always hangs and I have always reset it. And when I charge it, it makes weird horrible noise. But other than that, it isn’t causing me any problems. So most prob I’ll only take action if my ipod dies.
3. Ipad is releasing! Meaning, opportunity for the itouch to drop it’s price further. Must make use of the opportunity of the cheap price!
4. I can facebook on the itouch! Yea, knowing me to be a rather facebook addict. This is a major plus point. Not to mention surf the web, go on msn and update my twitter. HAHAHA. Major PLUS PLUS PLUS point.
5. I just want it. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Enough said.

Chances are though, of me getting it, is rather low. Unless I can actually even sell my old ipod. Which is in horrible condition. So what’s the max it can fetch? I doubt it’ll even reach 100. And I’m rather broke. I have no will or determination to save up for this pretty little thing, that if you think about it, may be rather over-rated. And useless since I already own my ipod which serves its purpose really well for now. I guess I’ll wait till the price really drops. Or if possible, I can get better deals somewhere else.

For now I shall be satisfied with my MacBook Pro and Ipod (I don’t even know which generation it is). No more new apple products joining in the family yet.

私は抱擁を必要とします

J’ai besoin d’une étreinte …