Studying studying studying …

WHY THE HELL ARE ALL MY POST ABOUT STUDYING?!!!!

Well … cause As are nearing. In my last post, I mentioned that it is 69 days to As (as said by FaRAH!) and it is TRUE … but Farah conveniently forgot to count in the weekends. (as she believes that she won’t study during the weekends)

So after 5 days of so, it is officially 37 days to Prelims and 92 days to A levels (both inclusive of the weekends)

I am so happy! Just 3 more months and I’m FREE from this torturous As MONSTER! (but sadly it also means so little time so much to do!)

Today was condusive studying with Aishah and Sockching at Downtown BK which was rather quiet for a noisy place. Gernaine joined us after her tuition and before her church (since her church was nearby) and Nan Xiao was TOO LAZY to leave her house (and she needed the comp to do her geog, or did she end up watching youtube, I don’t know). Delia stood us up, so we changed the venue from Funan Macs to somewhere near the East so I can save up on my 1 hour plus travelling time to only half of that amt. So Delia, you should come to the East instead of THREE person going to central!

Dinner was with Sockz and Tingx at Bedok. Pleasure of time spent with them even if it is just a short dinner.

More studying tomorrow. I vow to do Literature for the whole day! (or at least I HOPE)

Bad day turned Good! =D

Today was a good day. Not particularly good, but it ended on a good note.

I mean obviously it was stressful. Much more stressful than usual. I have every single period of of tutorial from maths to gp to chem to physics to lit and even PE. Plus I had a literature Othello test which I felt so under prepared for it and I had my Maths and Physics tutorials all undone. So that was how stressful I was. Wait, I even have my Paper 4 PC for literature test after my last period of the day because I will be missing it the next day due to TC. So it’s straight full day until 4.40 and then test from 4.50 – 5.50 (10 mins to change after PE) and then at 6 – 7.40 it was Poetry Night. What a busy person I am! =D

Well, after the whole day, it was a relief to finish up my 2 test and gone through tutorials safely and enjoy Poetry Night.

Poetry Night was a blast! Those who missed it would definitely regret it! =D

I LOVED IT!

It totally made my stressed and f*cked up day GOOD!

(OK, maybe my day isn’t that f* up! At least I got 30.5/50 for my compre. Mdm Nora would be proud =D)

School’s in, holiday’s out.

School’s in! Have been busy. Have been pissed off. Have been frustrated. Want to just abandon certain PDP stuff cause it seems to be piling up more than ever. PDP seems a burden to me now. Complete frustrating and very taxing.

1st week of school was boring. Having to have only 1 damn lecture per day and only able to leave the school at 12.30pm. So waiting was the boring part. Having nothing was also boring. And having PDP stuff to do is worse.

Life so far isn’t that good, but ain’t that bad. Just pretty much irritating my life and frustrating the hell out of me. School on the other hand has just been boring with holiday assignments and test starting to pour down onto me. Also having to have tutorials for the new year to complete, life isn’t that smooth on my side.

Nowadays I long to dream and drift away. So that I can escape this reality, no matter how weird the dreams may be.  At least there is no real troubles, they let me indulge and forget about how frustrated or irritated I may be. Forgetting issues that my haunt my mind when I’m awake, like what is  leadership, what is the meaning of friendship, why do we suffer in life. What is the meaning of life?

Let me sleep and dream again, and continue dreaming, not waking up to face this reality.

I’m back!

Hi guys, I’m back to blog. Sorry for being missing for a few days.

Tuesday was back to TK with Vanessa to visit the band, before heading to Plaza Sing to catch Golden Compass which was quite an enjoyable show despite many comments of it being boring. After th movie, we headed back to TK to see the band once again. I shall not openly comment about the band here for fear of exposing certain information to any lurking spies out there. Haha.

Wednesday was out with the girls. 1st to Sing Poly to support Shi Chun’s jazz band. Let’s just say that I’m not particularly a big fan of Jazz, though I must say the musicians are good. After that we headed to Plaza Sing to have lunch. We had lunch at Pizza Hut and walked around for a long time. Before we knew it, we were too tired and rested at Macs for a drink and it was already 7 plus. Time pass really quick when you are with the people you love.

I always hope it would be forever. But I dare not claim to be BFFs or to promise with forever. Cause some things are better left unsaid and kept in the heart. For once spoken, things will never be as you want it to be. So I prefer to keep in safe in my heart, knowing things will last. Or rather hoping.

Yesterday, I did painting. and Now, my room looks horrible. My bed and cupboards are in the middle of nowhere. Newspaper all over the floor. Old bed sheets covering the tops of my cupboard and bed. Paint splashes of black an red everywhere. And the room is full of the smell of paint. I love the colours of my room. I only regretted painting the ceiling red. I’m going to paint it a pink close to white. Red gives a creepy effect at night. I wanted to put glitter on my ceiling to counter the darkening effect, but my glitter has no effect at all. So I have to give up that idea and change the dark colour to a lighter on. My gold paint will also go onto the walls on Sunday. I’ve decided to paint a gold rose and other gold designs. Hopefully it will look good. My black and red took me painful hours. I started at 2pm and ended only at 4am. Now my hands hurt. Not arms, but yes my hands and palms hurt.

Tomorrow is back to TK to visit the band again. =D I miss band so much. I love TK BAND!

My week is so busy. I should have done my homework last month. How I regret. Haha. =D

I’m missing 15/07, especially Gernaine, Ellyn, Ben, Sockching, Delia, Cera, Nanxiao, Chunhan, Ice, Aixue, Aishah and everyone else. =D

Homework overdose

Currently stuck under the hands of homework overdosage. I finally finished literature. I finished reading The Handmaid’s Tale and completeing the comparison worksheet with The Tempest yesterday while homeworking with JT at Bedok Mac.

Now I’m currently working on my GP homework. Homeworking is tough work. I’m currently blogging on an old laggy laptop while taking a break from homework. Shall blog again later when I’m at my comp.

I can’t wait to paint my room! But I totally dread the clearing up part. So much to clear up! =(

I have no idea why my appetite is so bad today. Last night too. I ate a Double Cheeseburger at mac and I felt so bloated. JT’s appetite is humongous! He ate an upsized Mcnugget Student Meal, followed by a Double Cheeseburger, then he ate a cone ice-cream. I felt so full just seeing him eat. I barely ate anything today. I’m actually hungry, but after a few mouthful of food, I can’t eat anymore. I don’t feel like eating anything at all. Perhaps … it must be.

My mood’s bad too. I couldn’t sleep until 4am plus. I have no idea what time I actually did fell asleep. I was on my bed at around 12 plus and I kept tossing and turning until I have no idea when. The last time I saw my clock was around 4.