I finally cried today. After such a long time of being unable to let those tears fall despite the feeling of wanting to cry. It was letting everything out. It was good to finally cry …
But I learn that crying doesn’t solve anything at all.
After everything, I’m just back to reality again …
I just want to SCREAM and SHOUT and CRY!!!
And hopefully, just hopefully, all my worries and fears will all go away.
You know, when people say Singaporeans are rude, I refuse to believe it at all. Continue reading ‘The Man Upstairs vs My air-con’
School is bad. And it’s going to be worse for the rest of the week. Just Monday after school and I’m totally exhausted that I knocked out and slept from 2 – 6pm. Despite all that sleep, I barely survived today and it was thanks to my early dismissal that helped me pull through the day.
Technically, school is super tiring and I haven’t got started on any homework yet. So that’s bad news for me. Furthermore, I’m like BROKE, and my class is collecting another 20 bucks for class funds …
My stupid new bag spoiled on me after 2 weeks in school. How nice! Lousy green bag! The handle is tearing up. What a waste of my 28 bucks! Then again, now I have another bag for going out purpose. =D But I need to get a new bag for school. =( I’m using my old bag for now. Till I see a nice, good, cheap one that I can get for school. Perhaps I should have just gotten the red bag instead of the green one.
Stupid green bag! Though the colour is so lovely! =D But lousy! =(
School’s in! Have been busy. Have been pissed off. Have been frustrated. Want to just abandon certain PDP stuff cause it seems to be piling up more than ever. PDP seems a burden to me now. Complete frustrating and very taxing.
1st week of school was boring. Having to have only 1 damn lecture per day and only able to leave the school at 12.30pm. So waiting was the boring part. Having nothing was also boring. And having PDP stuff to do is worse.
Life so far isn’t that good, but ain’t that bad. Just pretty much irritating my life and frustrating the hell out of me. School on the other hand has just been boring with holiday assignments and test starting to pour down onto me. Also having to have tutorials for the new year to complete, life isn’t that smooth on my side.
Nowadays I long to dream and drift away. So that I can escape this reality, no matter how weird the dreams may be. At least there is no real troubles, they let me indulge and forget about how frustrated or irritated I may be. Forgetting issues that my haunt my mind when I’m awake, like what is leadership, what is the meaning of friendship, why do we suffer in life. What is the meaning of life?
Let me sleep and dream again, and continue dreaming, not waking up to face this reality.
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