Random msn chat that makes me laugh …

This is a random msn chat that makes me laugh, rather than the person who fucking irritate me which I mentioned in my previous password protected post. (It is nothing much, but if you are interested you can ask me for the password)

Something I just found out about Don a few days ago …

Donavan says:
*oh i play the guzhen btw
*i like chinese music
♥ junying. says:
*oooh!
*cool!
Donavan says:
*no, my friends think its gay lol

after a while of other random chatting I asked …

♥ junying. says:
*why u choose to play guzheng?
Donavan says:
*cos it was cool when i was pri 2
*i played till sec 1
*then u know u watch those wuxia shows
♥ junying. says:
*HAHA
*okay….
Donavan says:
*those heroes are always with a sword by their side with a jar of wine beside them at a pavilion
*then they will play on the zither
*then the leaves will fly around
♥ junying. says:
*LOL
Donavan says:
*then some hot female will hide behind the pillar
*smiling foolishly behind her silk handkerchief with flowery embroidery
*LOL
*that sounds gay la
*lol
♥ junying. says:
*well … i can understand, u were p2 then
Donavan says:
*hey.. what do u mean by that

Hope that youthful childhood idea make you laughed too.

My life’s a joke …

Half of 2009 has already past.
Let’s just say I’ve wasted half of my 2009 rotting away.

Donavan says:
*wah lao.. u won’t believe what just happen
Donavan says:
*my noodles was about cooked already, when this huge moth flew past the pot
*felt the heat and dropped into the pot
Donavan says:
*now i have to recook a new pack
Donavan:
* at times like these, i wonder if my life is a joke

Times like these, I also do feel like my life is a joke. But well, at least I know I’m not the worse person in the world.

Now for one more of my senseless msn conversations:

Sock huay     says:
*hey
*ask u k
♥ junying. says:
*???
Sock huay     says:
*arms and thighs got what different?
♥ junying. says:
*huh?
Sock huay     says:
*what is the difference?
*other than the spelling
♥ junying. says:
*one is ur arms one is ur thighs la
*huh?
*i seriously don’t get what u are asking
Sock huay     says:
*as in, what is the difference between ur arms and thighs
♥ junying. says:
*one is ur upper body
*one is ur lower body
*huh?
*i’m like super confused
Sock huay     says:
*i duno lei

Anyone knows what Sockz means? Cause I’m still lost about it.

[~Clemmies`] says:
*i’m a green tea addict

Sock huay     says:
*im a chrysthemum white tea addict

I’m an Ice Lemon Tea addict. I prefer seasons though.

I know I’m being super random today.

I’ve been a bitch lately.
Guess it’s the time of the month already …

Bye bye Cambodia trip

The title says it all. I’m bidding goodbye to the Cambodia trip. No, the trip isn’t cancelled, I’m just merely withdrawing from it.

Well, weigh the odds. To go and help the people in Cambodia, and let a huge number of my family and friends worry about me, at the same time risk getting the H1N1 virus back home, getting qurantine, or worse, spreading the disease. OR … Not go, disappoint the group members and save up the trouble for the rest. Which is your decision. I’ll go for the latter anytime.

I can make the way it spread sound scary, but I won’t blog about it. Heard about the 1st infected case in Hong Kong … well, that could happen. I could tell you about it if you ask me. I don’t want to be accused of scaring tonnes of people.

I’m bloody hell not in the best mood these days. So best for all of you not to irritated or disturb me.

****!

p.s. It is not getting the H1N1 flu for going to Cambodia. It is the chances of getting when I’m on the plane / airport / hospital for vaccine / what so ever. It may be whether you are lucky or unlucky, but I rather not take any chances. So don’t bloody hell judge me when you don’t know the story. Fuck off!

Distraction from studying …

I just complained to my mum that I AM FAT, and she sighed and pondered for a while before replying to tell me to go and die, to commit suicide. This then made me feel like blogging. See how easy it is for me to be distracted? I need to leave the house! Like seriously.

So my mum just instigated my death. No way! I would NEVER commit suicide!

Reason?

I AM AFRAID OF PAIN !!!

Yes I so am! I would never commit suicide due to this fact. Almost every method of suicide would involve pain.

1. Jumping down a building – definitely painful! (plus think about how you will look like when you die, so aweful! how about the person who will have to clean up your death?)
2. Wrist slicing – lingering pain (worse if you don’t manage to die, plus messy too)
3. Pills overdosage (if you don’t die, stomach cleaning will kill)
4. Running out to the road – ouch! (painful way to die, worse if fail).
5. Stab yourself with knife (not a definite death, but definitely painful).
6. Suffocating (it would mean suffering). Drowning
7. (also like suffocating which also = suffering).
8. Gun to head / heart (also painful and messy)
9. Drinking powdered glass added to a drink (oh my throat!)

Seriously I found the last one from a website! I can’t believe that there are website telling you how you can commit suicide. They are actually forums, and most of the time end up being a big practical joke by the person who sets the question, and attracting lots of believers of god to persuade the person to accept god and keetp on living while some sick people will actually suggest methods to commit suicide. I know certain websites that exist to help peopel commit suicide, I think they are just really sick and screwed up.

Nevertheless back to my point. The only way I think you can commit suicide without much pain is gas poisoning. But well, my family don’t use gas, and I don’t have a car to kill myself with CO gas. Then again, I love myself too much to die! And I think these gas will cause you to suffer some way or another, but I don’t know cause I never tried. Never want to either.

So bottom line of the story, I won’t commit suicide cause I am afraid of pain and I love myself too much depite the fact that I hate myself quite a lot too. Well, at least I love myself enough to keep on living!

And you should too, love life, love yourself and don’t think about death. When things happen, they will. Don’t bother trying to do anything else.

d-e-p-r-e-s-s-e-d

Depressing post that is not worth reading …

Ramblings

I realised that I deleted one of my post accidentally when I was deleting another. All well, it’s ok. It doesn’t really matter. It wasn’t an important post anyway. Then again all my post ain’t that important anyway. So I say rephrase to say that it wasn’t a significant post anyway.

So I didn’t get to go shopping yesterday, cause my dearest SOCKZ was down with a fever!!! She couldn’t eat any of her favourite things, which technically is food in general. She would vomit anything she consumed, even water! Thank god she is feeling so much better today that she can eat again! (Food glorious food! *Angels singing above her head*) Rest well darling! Get well soon and hopefully I can see you on Saturday for our mugging session. Even if it is mugging, it still means seeing YOU! *hugs*

So I spent my day rotting away at home, or rather I spent it with Poe (whom Ms Woodford claimed to be cute). But no, I did not spend my day with Edgar Alan Poe himself, but I was reading up on him, his life and his works. May I say that I am intrigued by them. His works are interesting, but totally hard to comprehend. Of course, only after I understand them, then would I find them interesting. I think he is quite a flirt. Like after his wife Virginia die, he was in pursuit of 2 other women and wanted to marry one of them, but failed as his “affair” was discovered. There were other interesting stuff, but I shall not bore you with them.

So my shopping trip is postponed to supposingly Sunday, but with Nan Xiao and people who are free. Nan Xiao and I wanted to go tomorrow (Friday), but I smsed a few people to find that they ain’t free. So happens Gernaine is free on Sunday so we pushed it to Sunday instead. Hopefully Chun Han, Delia, or whoever else will be free. Or else my next shopping trip will be next Wednesday after my 2 day Tourism Club camp in school.

OK, now you see how I am spending my wonderful holiday. Like where is the work? Hmm… what work? And that that i-dot (idiot) JT is accusing me of being so busy that I did not ask him to go study. =.= Hmm … then again, I should seriously get down to studying and doing work if I intend to reach my target of average Cs for JCTs. Well, that would be As and Bs for a few subjects since I forsee that I would get a most an E for my physics despite it being H1.

Anyway, visit my MUSIC BLOG HERE!!! Especially, Nan Xiao! Cause I did a feature on Dong Bang Shin Ki.

I know, I’m boring you. So I shall end on a high note. *shrieks*

TK BAND, champions, always…

TK BAND

We may not have gotten it this year …

but we have NOT FAILED!

We will be back and strong in 2010

Deyi, just you wait …

TK BAND will come back stronger

and better than ever.

TK BAND, I’ll always love you. You too are my shining stars. You have not failed but are always champions. At least we were defeated by a worthy opponent. Let’s all congratulate Deyi for clinching both awards. Let’s all accept our defeat graciously, but forever keep our chins up high, being proud that we are in TK Band. TK BAND, we are still the best. You will always be the best in my heart, in every of your alumni’s hearts.

TK BAND, I ♥ YOU!!!

ARK and TK BAND

My weekend was fun. Saturday was ARK at J8 then City Hall and today was to see TK Band at MJ. Great weekend to keep me off my worries. I don’t want to go back to school tomorrow. Cause school would be worries, homework and lots of stress. But great weekends = $$$ fly away!

Warning, long post ahead …

Let the tears fall …

Really, don’t bother commenting about how emo or whatever I am. I’m just like that on my blog. I just need a space to let it all out. I’ll be better once I type it all out and have a good cry. I’ll be the same old bubbly me when you see me.

Perhaps, keeping everything inside is really hard. I never know I was so hurt inside until I finally let it all out. Perhaps, acting that I don’t care makes me care more. Perhaps, trying to act like I’m all strong just makes me weaker. Perhaps … I just can’t take it anymore. Cause I broke down … (and it doesn’t help it when sad songs are playing at the exact moment)

You know, I told myself, it would be the last time I’ll check your blog. And if I can’t get access, I won’t ever visit your blog anymore. Seems like God is helping us save our friendship. Though I know things will never be the same again. And that really hurts. Cause I’m sick of acting that I don’t care anymore. I have friends drift away from me before, but this is the only time I feel so bad.

Bet you didn’t know …

Yes, some interesting things that I bet you never knew about! =D (Click on to read more, you won’t regret it, very interesting!)

There are just TOO MANY “IF”s …

If only, if only if only. If only all the “if only”s that I have were true.

Too many regrets. Too many looking back. Too many “IF”s …

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CNY red and blues …

Some CNY photos =D

Yu Sheng! =D

Looks yummilicious! But it isn’t. Well, it ain’t my mum’s cooking OK!

 My cousins, brothers and I =D

Festive seasons are when you miss your loved ones the most. This is so true. Last night, or rather this morning since I woke up crying, I dreamt of her. I called out to her, but she just walked away. =( I miss her!

Career Choices

My aunt sent me this link to see which career I’m suitable for.

Click —> HERE !!! to take the test now!

and here is my result …

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