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I MISS YOU!!!

I miss these people!!!

Sockz, Weiting

15/07, Fruit Cake, TK Band, TK Friends.

*sockz and weiting, be glad that your names are so huge!

TK BAND, champions, always…

TK BAND

We may not have gotten it this year …

but we have NOT FAILED!

We will be back and strong in 2010

Deyi, just you wait …

TK BAND will come back stronger

and better than ever.

TK BAND, I’ll always love you. You too are my shining stars. You have not failed but are always champions. At least we were defeated by a worthy opponent. Let’s all congratulate Deyi for clinching both awards. Let’s all accept our defeat graciously, but forever keep our chins up high, being proud that we are in TK Band. TK BAND, we are still the best. You will always be the best in my heart, in every of your alumni’s hearts.

TK BAND, I ♥ YOU!!!

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Pre CNY, CNY and not yet post CNY. =D

Before Chinese New Year was Pre CNY. (ok I know it is obvious!) But we had a soft toy day in 15/07 on Monday. Here are the pictures!

The all so cute soft toys

us with our toys!

us again!

gernaine looking at her own phone’s cam

the toys i brought to school that day

 

2007 Reflections

Well, it’s 3 more days to the new year. For now, let’s forget the fact that I have 4 more days till school reopen and to complete my pile of almost untouched homework. Now it’s time to reflect on my year which wasn’t as fantastic like some others.

1. Getting into TJC

Getting into TJC was a serious mistake of my life, but at the same time, it was a pretty much a decision that changed my life. I have a LOVE-HATE feeling for TJ. It’s just totally unexplainable. TJ make my life a living hell, while it’s my friends who made me forge memories and making me come to school.

Studies wise, TJ gives loads of stress plus homework (explains the load on my desk). While people may appear to be unfriendly as compared to other colleges, it is just the opportunity to get to know other that allow you to realise that TJ is a fun place with fun people. Just that the work part kills.

Many of times I contemplate leaving the college for a polytechnic, where life there though demanding, is however much less stressful and pressing against time, as compared to life in TJ. Now, I still feel that it is a mistake in the path that I chose wrong.

However, without TJC, I would not have come to known my lovely class 15/07 and all the friends there. While also having a terrible time of my life, complaining about a GP – PW tutor who can’t teach. And at the same time being in the DM office twice for skipping contact time and a gp lesson. Also skipping school for practically many days after promos just to complete my PW which thank god has been over.

2. Science Stream and Physics

Getting into science stream was a BIG mistake of my life. Especially taking up physics which now I have dropped from a H2 level to a H1 level. Hurray for that!

As I took an arts stream in the 1st 3 months which I technically skipped for more than half of it, I had missed 3 months worth of Maths, Physics and Chemistry when I stepped foot into TJC. This caused my marks to be a disaster especially for Maths as I had completely no idea, yes until now, what AP GP is. My Chemistry suffered for the 1st 3 months in TJC scoring a 22 out of 100 for my Mids. But with hard work and a caring teacher, Ms Li, I mounted to the top of out of all my subjects with a C for Chemistry. My Maths on the other hand suffered a drop from a 29 to a 17. Yes, out of 100. My physics which had been terrible in secondary school, remained lousy despite my hard work and effort I had put in.

Sometimes I just regret not appealing to VJC arts taking Theatre Studies and Drama, Literature, Art and H1 Maths. Or even just taking a cross combi of Art, Literature, Chem and Maths. Well, there’s nothing I can do unless I wish to retain a year and change my subject combination.

Yet while there are many regrets, one thing I won’t regret is the friends I’ve made there.

3. CG 15/07. teachers and friends

I’ll let the pictures do the talking. =D

CG 15/07 =D

 

Ms Li =D

 

Lovely darling Gernaine!

 

Ben. Yes the patch of hair is mine!

 

Nan Xiao and I

 

Wenjie Ellyn and I.

 

My 1st friend in CG 15/07 =D

 

Cera! The one that is always so excited about class gatherings.

 

And all our crazy times …

 

 

And I witness the coming together of a couple. =P

 

15/07 created many friendships and memories. Many other pictures of my favourite people are not here. But I love them anyway. I love the whole of 15/07!!! =D Glad we’re all together again next year. But so many more different subject combinations. Haha.

 

4. The loveliest FRIENDS !!!

Sockz!

 Clem!

 Tingx!

 

I’m very glad that all 4 of our still continue to maintain this close friendship despite being in different schools. And we all still continue to keep in touch and hang out so often. I love them so much. Hopefully we can continue till friendship this year and years counting!

 

Anyway, I gotten myself a GREEN tote bag for school. Haha. =D Still wondering if I should get that green brooks sport shoes. It’s on offer and it is pretty!!! Maybe I should stop contemplating and just go get it since I like it so much! xD

Must be meeting up with Evonne that made me like green so much. Haha. Or is it the influence of my brother, JT and my aunt. Since they all LOVE green.  Evonne looks the same. Still fond of green. She said she gained 8kg! But I don’t see any height difference. Haha. xD

Shall be blogging about my new year’s resolutions later. =D

Memories of ♥

People say, you’ll never forget your first love. I never did. As I was playing this particular song on the piano, it reminded me of this person. The song that rings in my heart.

I suppose they meant you will never forget the way you felt for your first love. I mean, who ever forgets anyone they had loved before. Even people who have dozens of boyfriends or girlfriends, will remember all of them. I suppose your first love is special. Well, it was pretty magical and special when you first realise that kind of feeling.

This person was the one who taught me the feeling of loving and being loved. The one who introduced the feeling of heartache and heartbreak to me. Also the one whom not many people knew who the person is. “HE” was the one.

I suppose the only few people who knew about it at that time could be counted with only one hands. It was only after that another few people knew about this, but the total number is still very little.

To me, it was a short bittersweet happiness, and a long heartbreak and heartache. Isn’t it always like this? The happy times together is short, and the time you pin and try to get over the pain is long and tough.

At that time, a simple small action could make me feel happy. Like when “he” looked my way. Or when I saw “him” using the birthday presents I gave him. Or when I realised that “his” ringtone was that particular song that I sent “him”, and it was a song that held my message to him.

Yet, most of the times, many things made me sad. Like when “he” was sick and I could do nothing. Or when “he” looked at me with that look in his eyes. And especially when he stopped talking to me or replying my messages.

Those where the bittersweet memories. It don’t hurt no more. But it makes your heart skip a beat thinking of those times. Those special times. After all, it was a first love. A first love that will never die and never be forgotten. A first love that rings in my mind, with the song “Right here Waiting” to always remind me of those times.

I miss TK BAND! =D

Now is already 12.40am, so I’ll treat as I am blogging on a Sunday morning so that everyone is clear with day I am talking about. Today will be Sunday and yesterday will be Saturday.

To I went back to TK again on Saturday to visit the band. Oh how I miss the band. I suppose I want to go back more often so I can live in memories of the past. Cause TK Band holds a very special place in my heart, and one thing that make my life meaningful was TK Band. One thing I never regretted was joining band despite all the tough trainings, turning chao ta during the outdoor season, and all the tears and sweat I’ve sweat. Now I want to continue to be a part of that band that I loved and still love, and not being apart from it. I suppose I’ll just go back more often just to be a part of TK band even if I’m not exactly helping much by being there. =D I MISS TK BAND!

So after coming back from TK, I bought dinner back for the family and was welcomed by messy newspapers spread all over the floor and an exhuasted mum and 2 tired brother. Well, they were painted the hall and the kitchen, thought they have not complete the job yet. Hey, I painted my room on thursday and I’m still pretty tired from painting. I’ll be painting my ceiling from the red it is now to a light pink so my room won’t look that dark and freaky at night.

Anyway, I just finished painting my huge golden rose on my walll. The gold paint is PRETTY! and my rose is so lovely. I got tired after that HUGE rose so I decided to stop. It was 11 plus already ok. I’m going to continue later today after my sleep, and after painting my ceiling and another layer of red on my walls cause it looks very uneven. I can’t wait till I design my room with the gold paint I have. It’ll look so nice! Such elegance! So Griffindor! Red and gold!

There’s band practice on Monday / tomorrow. I’m not sure if I want to go back. I mean I WANT to go back. But going back with nothing to do and being not much help, it just makes me feel like not going back anyway, since it sort of makes not much difference. Maybe I’ll go at noon for section lunch and leave when I feel like, since Mondays are usually my family dinner day. So, should I or not?

Nevermind, I should settle my painting 1st.

I’m back!

Hi guys, I’m back to blog. Sorry for being missing for a few days.

Tuesday was back to TK with Vanessa to visit the band, before heading to Plaza Sing to catch Golden Compass which was quite an enjoyable show despite many comments of it being boring. After th movie, we headed back to TK to see the band once again. I shall not openly comment about the band here for fear of exposing certain information to any lurking spies out there. Haha.

Wednesday was out with the girls. 1st to Sing Poly to support Shi Chun’s jazz band. Let’s just say that I’m not particularly a big fan of Jazz, though I must say the musicians are good. After that we headed to Plaza Sing to have lunch. We had lunch at Pizza Hut and walked around for a long time. Before we knew it, we were too tired and rested at Macs for a drink and it was already 7 plus. Time pass really quick when you are with the people you love.

I always hope it would be forever. But I dare not claim to be BFFs or to promise with forever. Cause some things are better left unsaid and kept in the heart. For once spoken, things will never be as you want it to be. So I prefer to keep in safe in my heart, knowing things will last. Or rather hoping.

Yesterday, I did painting. and Now, my room looks horrible. My bed and cupboards are in the middle of nowhere. Newspaper all over the floor. Old bed sheets covering the tops of my cupboard and bed. Paint splashes of black an red everywhere. And the room is full of the smell of paint. I love the colours of my room. I only regretted painting the ceiling red. I’m going to paint it a pink close to white. Red gives a creepy effect at night. I wanted to put glitter on my ceiling to counter the darkening effect, but my glitter has no effect at all. So I have to give up that idea and change the dark colour to a lighter on. My gold paint will also go onto the walls on Sunday. I’ve decided to paint a gold rose and other gold designs. Hopefully it will look good. My black and red took me painful hours. I started at 2pm and ended only at 4am. Now my hands hurt. Not arms, but yes my hands and palms hurt.

Tomorrow is back to TK to visit the band again. =D I miss band so much. I love TK BAND!

My week is so busy. I should have done my homework last month. How I regret. Haha. =D

I’m missing 15/07, especially Gernaine, Ellyn, Ben, Sockching, Delia, Cera, Nanxiao, Chunhan, Ice, Aixue, Aishah and everyone else. =D

Painting!

Yes I’ve finished painting, but it’s not my room that is painted. =( I helped my mum paint the balcony,

I can’t wait to paint my room next weekend.  =D

Now, to clear my room. I cleared out lots of things in my cupboard and I realise so many long lost items of the past. I think all my rubbish has been stacked up since primary school. I threw out 6 bags full of rubbish yesterday and my room is in a dreaded state now cause I took out everything from my cupboard that it is so messy.

And guess what I found? My 还珠格格 old card collections. Haha. Those were the days where we collected a whole lot of 还珠格格 cards to exchange so that we can get as many different kinds as possible.

And I found my old autograph books. All those memories and all the things we said when we were little. So innocent to hope that friendship will last forever and stuff. Plus all the corny poems that we wrote, in ridiculous light colours that blinds the eyes.

I suppose there will be more memories to unravel. I’ll take photos if I have the chance. Now my room’s too messy that I’m too embarrassed to show the whole how it looks like. xD