It’s 4.03 and I can’t sleep …

It really is 4.03 and I really can’t sleep. Even if that line IS from the song “If you only knew” by Shinedown.

tell me you love me; and never let go …

I know it’s be forever since I’ve updated, so I’ll just give some short updates on my life before I head out for work at the Expo (NATAS Fair).

I know it’s like freaking early (it’s 6.30 am now), and I’ve just finished bathing, waiting for my hair to semi dry before I head out to meet Delia for breakfast. So some updates on my life:

1. UB Orientation was fun! (Go greenies! Go skittles!)
2. Shopping is sinful, but I enjoy it anyway. (yes it meant I went shopping not long ago)
3. My time table is a blast! I have NO SCHOOL on Friday but a busy busy day on Monday with 3 lessons from 9 am – 6pm.
4. My birthday falls on a FRIDAY! (which I do not have school, and some very nice friend of my called NanXiao suggest we meet up to study =.=)
5. School is starting next Monday, I’m dreading it, but what can I do.
6. I have to take Computer Science!?! Hopefully it ISN’T as bad as what I think it is. >.<
7. I actually went running. Yesterday night was the 2nd night in a row that I went jogging. Yea my stamina is shit, but well it was a good run. Now my legs are like really really pain. But I think I’ll run again on Monday or Tuesday night. (Since today and tomorrow I have work till I have no idea what time)
8. School = waking up early. I have lessons at 9am EVERYDAY (except Friday). Which means I need to wake up like at 6 – 6.30am every morning. =(
9. I’ve been overspending. Hence I’m broke, which explains why I’m working right before school starts. >.< I’m trying to learn how to save up. So maybe I can save up to go UB (in NY) in my last sem. (And also maybe afford some small trips overseas with my friends. – Yes Clementine, we’ll have our graduation trip some day … some day … HAHA)
10. I’m off to work or I’ll be late. HAHA. Actually no I wont, I’ll just be late to meet Delia. >.< But it’s okay, I’m meeting her at Bedok at 7.30am and it’s still 6.35am. =D

Till next time~

‘Tis but all that I am. Is’t my heart that restrict my emotions? I shall to thee release my soul and fall within thy arms.

Please pardon my attempt to go poetic and all with my title. Perchance t’was the influence of a charming fellow named William Shakespeare. Methink t’was the works of him. No doubt about it!

Yes, I know I failed miserably at the attempt to speak in a far more refined manner. Let’s just say I do not have the flair of good speech and leave it as that.

Staying at home is becoming increasingly boring to me and it has caused me to start watching movies (which may be rather old, but not to mention really good ones).

These are the movies I’ve watched so far within 2 days of staying at home:

1. West Side Story (I really LOVE this musical! It was captivating!)
2. Forrest Gump
3. Lives of Others (I enjoyed this movie a lot, I can’t explain why.)
4. Departures (I bawled my eyes out watching this movie.)
5. Shakespeare In Love

Now that’s quite explains my attempt of speaking in a much refine manner which sound just so melodic to the ears. I have a great number of movies lined up for me for my upcoming days (which I really want to go out, but am trying not to since I’m quite broke). Quite a number of old musicals and some foreign films. I seriously need to find those really good film to catch. Watching worthless movies seem to make my life feel worthless too.

I’ll update again soon. By the way, I’ve gotten a new battery for my old “lao pok” camera, so I’m taking photos again. Took some yesterday, those pictures are up on my facebook. The camera will be with me from now on when I go out so I’ll take more photos to blog.

Au Revoir ~

…

I typed a whole load of rubbish. But I decided that it was crap, so I delete all of it and say:

I have nothing to blog about.

Another random msn convos …

My conversation with Bryce regarding relationships … and our views … something interesting pops up!

♥ junying. says:
*i’m some idealist …
*looking for “The One”
this used to be a fun house, now its full of evil clowns says:
*i’m some realist …
*looking for “some one”
*LOL
♥ junying. says:
*LOL
*cool
*i’m gonna blog this
this used to be a fun house, now its full of evil clowns says:
*lols
*hahhaha

Whose side are you on?

My life’s a joke …

Half of 2009 has already past.
Let’s just say I’ve wasted half of my 2009 rotting away.

Donavan says:
*wah lao.. u won’t believe what just happen
Donavan says:
*my noodles was about cooked already, when this huge moth flew past the pot
*felt the heat and dropped into the pot
Donavan says:
*now i have to recook a new pack
Donavan:
* at times like these, i wonder if my life is a joke

Times like these, I also do feel like my life is a joke. But well, at least I know I’m not the worse person in the world.

Now for one more of my senseless msn conversations:

Sock huay     says:
*hey
*ask u k
♥ junying. says:
*???
Sock huay     says:
*arms and thighs got what different?
♥ junying. says:
*huh?
Sock huay     says:
*what is the difference?
*other than the spelling
♥ junying. says:
*one is ur arms one is ur thighs la
*huh?
*i seriously don’t get what u are asking
Sock huay     says:
*as in, what is the difference between ur arms and thighs
♥ junying. says:
*one is ur upper body
*one is ur lower body
*huh?
*i’m like super confused
Sock huay     says:
*i duno lei

Anyone knows what Sockz means? Cause I’m still lost about it.

[~Clemmies`] says:
*i’m a green tea addict

Sock huay     says:
*im a chrysthemum white tea addict

I’m an Ice Lemon Tea addict. I prefer seasons though.

I know I’m being super random today.

I’ve been a bitch lately.
Guess it’s the time of the month already …

3rd post in a day, in a row

My blog is wordy and screwed up. I need to start blogging with pictures again.

This Wednesday I’ll bring my Camera along and take photo of my colleagues in SCH and my work place. If I get to go highlight my hair on Monday. I’ll lug my camera along too.

Pictures …

Stop shopping!

I need to stop shopping! I’ve shopped enough. Ask my friends / family (especially family), they know.

I WILL STOP SHOPPING !!!

after I found my white clip stretchable belt.

Happy National Day!

National Day celebrations in school was blah …

The performance was ok, but rather lame and pointless. I’m not exactly sure what the hell the MCs were doing. It was a lame link to the performance. I would rather they do it the proper way, though I commend on the effort they tried to put in.

The sing along part was good, as 15 really sang out hearts out as we go arm around arm having fun. So was the mass dance, which I any-o-how danced along cause I actually forgot how to dance already.

I finally watched DARK KNIGHT, so I’m no longer slow! It was a great show. Even though Action Movies ain’t my cup of tea. Though I enjoyed I am Legend the best so far. I wouldn’t say Dark Knight is the best movie, I enjoyed it as much as it lasted, and I wouldn’t watch it again. Well, I just can say, different people have different taste in movies. I never fancied action hero movies. But it is a worth to watch movie in the cinemas. Though I kind of want to watch Journey to the Center of the Earth.

Is it me, or is the NDP this year rather bland. It isn’t exciting to me. It feels like another day. My mum and I ended up looking at what the MPs and Mr Lee Kuan Yew was doing instead of watching the parade. (Since my mum was reading the newspapers and I was doing some chemistry)

Hmm… another National Day … wonder if I can get the chance to celebrate it overseas in years to come. Maybe I would feel more for Singapore when I am NOT in Singapore. (Cause that’s when you’ll truly miss home)

6 weeks to prelims = no blogging

Well, it doesn’t really mean totally no blogging. It just means less blogging, and sometimes if I am really busy, it would lead to a lack of blogging.

Anyway, yesterday was unofficial no go to school day for 15/07 and many other TJC students. It was pure coincidence and no it wasn’t planned. Guess many people were too exhausted! It is week 5 anyway! We all deserve to take a break and recuperate on our strengths.

Yes I was one of them who missed school cause I overslept and my mum told me to give school a skip since I was so tired. I heard from my mum that my dad tried to wake me up serveral times but to no avail. See, I was THAT TIRED. I even woke up late today, but rushed and made to school on time. Even early by a couple of minutes.

Well, at least the rest was good. With that rest, I was able to concentrate rather well today. Unlike on Monday to Wednesday where I was zoning out most of the time. Today was the ONLY productive day for me. I seriously need to get down to revising to catch up on my zoning out time.

TGIF! At least I can get my deserved rest for the week and start catching up on work this week end, though I shouldn’t overwork either.

6 weeks to prelims! That’s definitely NOT enough time to complete all I need to do. I need to be more FOCUSED!

FOCUS JUNYING, FOCUS!

I want someone in my life … but there’s just nobody …

I am INSANE! :D

I’ve got a fever again! It is just pretty mild @ at 37.7°C. I ain’t suffering either (other than the insufferable pain calling out from my thighs and arms due to PE yesterday after 3 weeks of being sick and hence no exercise), only feeling rather hot warm. No wonder I was shivering for almost the whole day with a slight headache and (I quote from The Fall of the House of Usher by Edgar Allan Poe) “a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit“. I still went to eat the forbidden foods despite this due to my unawareness of my condition.

I hope the fever go away, or maybe not. Then when there is a temperature check on Tuesday, I will get sent home! Nah … I rather not. It’s barely 9 weeks till my Prelims! I can’t afford to miss ANYTHING!

I believe that my fever is due to stress from back to school and over-exerting my body during PE yesterday. I should have known better to stay away. Though I seriously need the exercise to help train myself fit enough for the NAPFA test which I am going to FAIL anyway.

I have signed up to retake my SAT I aka SAT Reasoning Test! And guess the date? 1st Nov! That’s the Sat before my A levels. Many people would say I am insane, but well, practising for SAT is practising for my GP vocabulary too. Now I am paranioa that I cannot get into a University and while I am sourcing overseas (STATES) University, I am spoilt with too many choices. Though we little with courses that I am interested in or that fit the budget. Not that I think that I can get into them anyway, but no harm trying!

By the way! I finally bought shorts! From Cotton On! I saw shorts, I tried the size and well, they fit! I am a happy girl! They were on offer too. 2 for $20! I bought a white and purple cause the rest didn’t have my size. (What do you expect from offer items?)

I seriously need to start exercising to get back into shape! Or else my body will just ache all over again after every PE lesson!

And I can’t wait for MONDAY to arrive! Seoul Garden @ TM with WJSC!

I know I AM random.

Need to start studying soon …

Shall start by completing all my tutorials first! Poe shall spend the night with me …

To dye or not to dye …

Yes, it sounds like “To die or not to die”. OK side point! This is a random rambling post.

KILL FACEBOOK!

I’m back to being addicted to FACEBOOK! Facebook is really addictive. Remind me why I stopped visiting it for so long. =.=

RAH! Must go study and stop SuperPoking people or  whatsoever!

OK, DON’T KILL Facebook, shoot me instead. Now my average Cs are really flying away … and there goes my Tuesdays cause there is no way I can get above 90% for Maths if I continue like this …

DE-PRESSED

I wonder how the word depressed comes about, but well that is not important.

I am feeling moody today and I don’t know why. Some random thing,

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!

My favourite shop aka RUMOURS (at Marine Parade) is have a 30% storewide discount!!! I need retail therapy!

What staying home too much do to you …

Well, I’ve been home for 2 days. And for these 2 days, I actually left home. But just downstairs around the area for exercise blah blah blah. But I am suffering! This is what staying at home too much does to me…

1. I start talking to myself. (actually I already do even before this)
2. I blog too much. (not that it affects you)
3. I rant to my parents that I am fat and they agree, before telling me to be happy that at least I am normal, or use So You Think You can dance to say that someone who is fatter than me actually dares to dress in a skimpy way to dance. Thanks man, it is so effective =.=
4. I start painting my nails even though I am restraining myself from going out, so there isn’t a point in painting them but I do anyway. It is blood red now!
5. I constantly am finding things to do (other than study) so I end up eating lots of food, from biscuits to more biscuits and to even more biscuits. Hey, I only have that to eat at home.
6. I am constantly thinking that people hate me. See, a lack of human contact makes me feel insecure!
7. I start searching for my brother’s blog, which I succeed so it is in my links now.
8. I do everything else but study, so that is the worse part of staying home too much.

I know, you just wasted around 2 -3 minutes reading my worthless post. Enjoy!