They say if it doesn’t kill you it’ll make you stronger.
Oh, but I can’t be without you any longer. 
Everytime I let it go, baby it’s you.
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.

1) Put your playlist on random.
2) Type out the first line of the first 15 songs you hit. DON’T CHEAT EVEN IF THE SONG IS EMBARRASSING YOU HAVE TO USE IT.
3) Strike it out once people have guessed
4) Try not to google.

1. It’s five o’clock in the morning
2. Well, I don’t know how to say this right
3. Tonight I’m gonna have myself a real good time
4. When I was younger I used to be wild [Holiday - Boys Like Girls, Gerniane]
5. She’s staring at me I’m sitting wondering what she’s thinking [Mad - Neyo, Gernaine]
6. Empty spaces, what are we living for.
7. I’ve got so much love for you darling
8. I’m gonna remember you, you’re gonna remember me.
9. I know they wanna come and separate us
10. When I first saw you I knew nothing’s like it’s use to be
11. We’ll do it all, everything, on our own [Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol, Gernaine]
12. We’re going to the beach today (if anyone knows this I’ll give you a lollipop!)
13. You could be my unintended (This is TOO obvious!) [Unintended - Muse, Gernaine]
14. You pull on your Armour And put up defences
15. I don’t want another heartbreak I don’t need another turn to cry [This Kiss - Faith Hill, Gernaine]

Leave a comment if you know the title of the song!

It’s been a while since I’ve blog, or even vlog. Not that anyone actually still even bother to read my blog I suppose. Plus I’m not particularly inclined to blogging long passages of words anymore. Occasionally I express myself on Twitter (http://twitter.com/junyingg) Follow me if you want, but I actually only welcome friends. I find it rather freaky for some random people following me on twitter which I have no idea who they are.

Life’s been good generally. School’s fine. People are fun. Workload is hell but I am managing. In such a short time, it’s almost the end of my first semester in UB. How fast time passes! Pictures of new UB friends are on Facebook if there are any pictures. I’m just lazy to place any photos up here.

On a side note, I haven’t seen Clementine since her school started! (That’s like 3 months?!) I haven’t seen Sockz for around two months (since her birthday). I haven’t seen my boy for around a month. And I haven’t seen Wei Ting for around 2 weeks. Dreaded school timetable. At least Delia, Nan Xiao and I are attempted to meet up occasionally and I should be meeting Wei Ting this coming Tues. Seriously, I just can’t wait till December comes and most of us will be freed from school for a while. But there is also another trouble to me, cause I still have no idea what to get for a 21st birthday!

Okay seriously, I’m out of words to continue blogging. Plus this post feels totally forced which a lack of originality or flow. So I think let’s just leave it as it is before I announce to the world that I’m a horrible writer as it is.

Toodles ~

p.s. UB people out there! Don’t tell Yu Jie about your eye candies. Cause he will totally screwed things up for you and make you utterly embarrassed. Speaking from true experience. (Plus I’m not his only victim)

Apart for the random horrible birthday presents mentioned in my title, my birthday was spent rather well with the companions of Delia and NanXiao who put up despite me being an emo bitch.

Well … I suspect it’s (ahem!) the time of the month which causes such hormonal imbalance and horrible mood swing. Speaking of which … it has been late, for around one week plus. (Not that you guys need to know) I’m not particularly worried cause I think it might be all the new changes in my life that I need to adapt to (meaning school). Well, but that shouldn’t be the main topic of my blog post. >.<

So some photos of my day celebrated, and the rest are all on my Facebook. =D

And these are the happy photos of which I wasn’t really always happy due to my mood swings. (So I ended up being really happy at some point of times and moody at others)

Now to show you my ah lian pink hair. (My hair on my birthday had faded after many times of vigourous washing, even if it still looks ah lian)

SEE! It’s freaking PINK when I said I wanted RED! >.<
I’m still hoping that my hair will fade even more. But at as long as it doesn’t turn ORANGE.

Anyway this has been a random blog post. Now some stuff about school.

1) I already have 2 projects! (Actually I have 3 since for my computer science I have to do 2 projects, but it is one after another)
2) I have a Com101 quiz the coming Monday which is like 5% of my total grade. >.<
3) I have a project meeting this coming Monday at 1.30pm till 3.30pm and also subsequently at 6pm after our lessons all end. How nice!
4) I seriously NEED to start studying. >.<

So off I am to study. Might not blog for a while, other than blogging for my communications blog which is like 15% / 20% of my grades? Might put a link soon, so you guys must try and help me create some constructive discussions there related to communications cause it is 20% of my blog grades. =.=

Oh … did I mention ~

I miss you. <3

I know it’s be forever since I’ve updated, so I’ll just give some short updates on my life before I head out for work at the Expo (NATAS Fair).

I know it’s like freaking early (it’s 6.30 am now), and I’ve just finished bathing, waiting for my hair to semi dry before I head out to meet Delia for breakfast. So some updates on my life:

1. UB Orientation was fun! (Go greenies! Go skittles!)
2. Shopping is sinful, but I enjoy it anyway. (yes it meant I went shopping not long ago)
3. My time table is a blast! I have NO SCHOOL on Friday but a busy busy day on Monday with 3 lessons from 9 am – 6pm.
4. My birthday falls on a FRIDAY! (which I do not have school, and some very nice friend of my called NanXiao suggest we meet up to study =.=)
5. School is starting next Monday, I’m dreading it, but what can I do.
6. I have to take Computer Science!?! Hopefully it ISN’T as bad as what I think it is. >.<
7. I actually went running. Yesterday night was the 2nd night in a row that I went jogging. Yea my stamina is shit, but well it was a good run. Now my legs are like really really pain. But I think I’ll run again on Monday or Tuesday night. (Since today and tomorrow I have work till I have no idea what time)
8. School = waking up early. I have lessons at 9am EVERYDAY (except Friday). Which means I need to wake up like at 6 – 6.30am every morning. =(
9. I’ve been overspending. Hence I’m broke, which explains why I’m working right before school starts. >.< I’m trying to learn how to save up. So maybe I can save up to go UB (in NY) in my last sem. (And also maybe afford some small trips overseas with my friends. – Yes Clementine, we’ll have our graduation trip some day … some day … HAHA)
10. I’m off to work or I’ll be late. HAHA. Actually no I wont, I’ll just be late to meet Delia. >.< But it’s okay, I’m meeting her at Bedok at 7.30am and it’s still 6.35am. =D

Till next time~

This is inspired by a sms I received from Sockz dearest. (She smsed me that she missed me ~ aww I miss you too dearest!) And I’ll also give small credit to Delia’s sms. (She smsed me goodnight last night, even though I was the one who chased her to sleep 1st.)

*my reflections starts*

I have insecurities. I don’t show them. I appear like I don’t really care, well sometimes I really don’t, but at times, I actually really do.

I love it when people sms me.
I love it when people call me just to chat and catch up.
I love it when people tell me they missed me.
I love it when people ask me out, or ask me if I want to hang out, or just meet up for a while.
I love it when people make the 1st move for the above.

I know, this shows a great deal of my insecurity. I need your love for me reaffirmed. When people take the initiative to ask me out, call me, or sms me, it makes me feel that I’m loved, I’m remembered, and I’ll know someone’s thinking of me. I need to know this.

Don’t get me wrong. It’s not that I don’t do these to others, I do do them, just that sometimes I like receiving them more.

Perhaps it just show my vulnerability. I’m just someone who need to have affirmation of your love for me. There is this wall I need to break down. Sometimes, I’m too afraid to show my emotions, and the way I feel. Deep down, this wall’s my vulnerability. My fear, my wall.

‘Cause, I don’t wanna go on living
Being so afraid of showing
Someone else my imperfections
And even though my feet are trembling
Every word I say comes stumbling
I will bare it all
Watch me unfold.
I will allow someone to love me
Marie Digby – Unfold

I’ll be fine soon. Don’t worry. ~

Joanna Wang: His Remedy

Lyrics: Joanna Wang
Music：Joanna Wang

His body’s washed with drugs and nicotine
Pills and medicine supplement and things
People think he needs some kind of remedy
Because he’s been hurt
Which I disagree
But sometimes I believe
Oh will I work as well as nicotine
O, could I be his remedy

Cuz then I wouldn’t be so miserable so lonely
No

I often wonder the sights that he might have seen
O, the girl and fancy drinks
The world in his teens
He always squinted when he was supposed to frown
With the pipe in his mouth
He said don’t let them bring you down
People think that he needs some kind of remedy
Because he’s been hurt
Which I disagree
But sometimes I believe
Oh will I work as well as nicotine
O, could I be his remedy

Cuz then I wouldn’t be so miserable so lonely
No

His body’s washed with drugs and nicotine
Pills and medicine supplement and things
People think that he needs some kind of remedy

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All hail world ~

Yes I know I’m up rather early in the morning. In fact, it is super EARLY for me, since knowing me, 8am is a rather unholy time for me to be up!

Have been having trouble sleeping lately. And I got so irritated at tossing around in my bed, waking up every one hour only to realise it is still early, that I just decided to wake up. Tell me what should I do to have a good night’s sleep? Hmm …

Okay that’s all for now. I might blog again later. I might not. I’m really bored now, so I’ll try and figure out something to do. If not I might just try and go back to sleep.

zZz …

Hey~

I’m back, with some slightly overdue pictures of Friday outing with my still Unnamed clique which actually consist of my 2 girlfriends and SockChing.

And this is also for those who read my blog and have no idea who Delia, NanXiao and Sockching are and how they look like.

SockChing and I @ Bugis Macs (the one near to the temple)

Me with my girlfriend NanXiao aka Garfield at the Neoprint shop! (That’s my current official pose) And in the mirror u can see the reflection of SockChing and Delia.

Me with my another girlfriend Delia aka MooMoo who proclaims her LOVE for me. =)
We practically took 24 photos with this “I LOVE” pillar. Haha.

Tua Huay! Which Delia lead us to, but we almost got lost twice.
But the Tua Huay was well deserved!

Our empty cleaned up bowls! It was GOOD I tell you.

So currently I’m rotting at home. Clementine has officially started school today, and her Sax grade 5 exam is today, so everybody WISH HER LUCK!

Delia is in Principles of Accounts lecture now, and NanXiao should have finished her lessons for the day, but I have no idea if she’s out or making her way home. Haha.

I’m stuck at home, not to mention broke. Somehow I can’t wait for school to start since I’m so bored at home. Except I want orientation to come quickly, but I dont want that day to come quickly. Haha. Confusing eh, I think some people know why. =(

I’ve been trying to drag people out with me. Like people I haven’t met for AGES, which includes Jonathan Tham who still has his MC from Army, which we ALWAYS say we should meet up soon, but we never. =.= Tham! Are we EVER going to meet up? (Lol, I know he doesn’t read my blog …) And I so need to organise a WJSC outing soon. After Clementine finish her Sax exam (I know it sounds wrong if you say it) and when Sockz can actually break free from her studying for one day. =D

Okay I know I’ve end up rambling and this is a BORING post. Wait, I’m boring anyway, so all my posts are boring …

We exist but we’re taking it slow. Let’s just see how it goes. Let’s see how it goes ~